and after a few more months, i'm back again. burrowed my head under for too long i guess.

anyway, for those who still care, i mean those who still want to see some of me and mine, i'm planning on burying this account of mine and start anew. though i hope we can still see each other again, i'll add everyone i remember having chatted with, because i consider them as friends, though you only consider me as one within this 'realm'.

the reason behind, i think is for me to step up. i've lagged long enough that i haven't seen any improvement in my i-just-want-to-call-it 'art', and myself as a whole. you see, i want to make this a profession someday, when i've come to my limits of programming systems and stuff. so, my current goal is to learn how to draw figures in 2 years and backgrounds in 2.5 years; using pencil and ink.

what i've learned after looking back on my old drawings, is that my anatomy suck, not suck"ed" but the present tense. and with even the same old pose everytime, the anatomy haven't improved much.

so i wish me luck, and i hope you too...

and oh, i'll upload a few of my old stuff here so that should i add you and still remember me, please add back...

and another oh! i'll be making my wife a DA account too.. please take care of her!